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Abstract
Summary: This narrative summarizes the experiences of a young professional woman with two chronic illnesses, and how her decision to take charge of her own care changed her life.
Keywords: Tuberous sclerosis complex, LAM, lymphangioleiomyomatosis, patient advocacy, participatory medicine.
Citation: Seefeldt NM. Armchair advocacy for tuberous sclerosis complex: a patient’s perspective. J Participat Med. 2011 Jan 5; 3:e2.
Published: January 5, 2011.
Competing Interests: The author has received an honorarium from Flince Research for participating in a research project related to Tuberous Sclerosis Complex. She is employed by Medscape, LLC, a subsidiary of WebMD Health, and is a past board member of the Tuberous Sclerosis Alliance.
Early Challenges
I fell unexpectedly into an advocacy role during early adulthood through an interesting chain of events. I was born with a genetic disorder called Tuberous Sclerosis Complex (TSC), which causes benign tumors to appear in many of the body’s major organ systems due to either a spontaneous genetic mutation (my case) or inherited mutation from parents (who are often unaware they are affected).
The first presentation of the condition–infantile spasms–occurred when I was 7 months of age. My parents took me to a pediatrician in rural South Dakota, who didn’t know what was causing the seizures. The loose translation of his diagnosis was, “Your daughter is probably going to die.” As a result of this episode, one of the first memories my mom has of my first year of life was driving through a snowstorm to Minneapolis, Minnesota with my dad to get a second opinion while I was seizing in my car seat.
Although very little definitive information was available then, we were fortunate that an astute pediatric neurologist pointed us in the right direction. He suspected TSC, and later on a computed tomography (CT) scan confirmed his suspicion. I began taking seizure medication until I was 5 years old. Since I went several years without any additional seizures, my mother convinced the physician to take me off the drugs. One reason for this was because she was concerned that teachers would treat me differently if they knew about my condition.
My life was quite uneventful until after college. Then things took a very frightening and unexpected turn. On January 1, 2002, I greeted the New Year from a hospital room with an oxygen mask strapped to my face. Two days earlier, my lung collapsed but I didn’t seek treatment because I thought the pain was due to a pulled muscle. At work the next day, my manager noticed that my lips were blue and, since I had begun to feel progressively worse, I went first to my doctor’s office and, from there, was sent to the emergency room after a chest x-ray revealed a spontaneous pneumothorax.
A curious resident started asking questions. He looked at my medical history and asked me if I had ever heard of a condition called lymphangioleiomyomatosis (LAM), which is common in women with my genetic condition. I credit his curiosity with saving my life. I listened and took note of what he said, but it was nearly 2 years before I received a definitive diagnosis.
The physicians were unable to confirm my diagnosis at the time of that first lung collapse because the classic findings were not present then. My CT scan and chest x-ray had no clinical signs or radiological markings for LAM (cysts or characteristic smooth muscle markings). The only sign of LAM was the pneumothorax, which could have been caused by a number of other conditions. But this episode served as an important red flag. Had the resident not done his homework, I could have gone for years without a proper diagnosis after I started having problems.
In 2003, I started having bronchitis, shortness of breath, and chest tightness when exposed to extremes of temperature. I decided to get screened for LAM, and, at this point, the classic signs of the disease were evident on the CT scan: Numerous small cysts and smooth muscle markings. I also became aware of the start of kidney issues. I had four angiomyolipomas (AMLs) ranging in size from 3 cm to 7.5 cm, which ultimately led to numerous surgeries. I was devastated. The average life expectancy for most LAM patients was 5-10 years post-diagnosis, and I was 26 at the time. I was told that perhaps the disease might progress more slowly than average due to my TSC diagnosis, since patients who have the two conditions seem to have fewer cysts and slower growth than those who only have LAM. There is a common genetic link to both diseases and about a third of women with TSC develop LAM.[1] [2]
LAM is a progressive, destructive lung condition that strikes women in their childbearing years. The disease causes cysts to grow uncontrolled in the lung. These cysts secrete proteins that break down the healthy tissue surrounding them. Many women with LAM are often misdiagnosed with asthma due to shortness of breath and chest tightness. A more detailed discussion of this condition can be found at the LAM Foundation website.[3]
At the time I was diagnosed, there were no effective treatments and no cure. End stage LAM often requires lung transplantation but, based on the consensus among researchers and practitioners, this is not a viable treatment option since the current survival rate for lung transplant is 50% and the life expectancy post-transplant is an average of 5 years.
From Anger to Action
I was infuriated. It had taken me years to come to terms with TSC, now this? Even with a background in health science and journalism, I didn’t understand how exactly LAM was attacking my body. But I decided at that point I had two choices: Give up or fight. I decided to fight. Not only did I have one rare illness to contend with but two. I would have to take charge of my own care and be selective about which medical providers I chose. I felt if I was honest with myself and others by being open and sharing my experiences, I could save others from some pitfalls.
This decision was the wisest move I could have made and just in the nick of time. From late 2003–only a few months after diagnosis–until 2008, I had severe medical problems. When LAM wasn’t attacking my lungs and causing them to collapse, I was having issues with TSC wreaking havoc on my kidneys. I compared my struggle to a continual boxing match. I got punched a lot but never knocked out.
During this period I had five lung collapses, which resulted in two surgeries to prevent future collapses. I also had three procedures to ensure that my kidney tumors would not grow so large they would burst and lead to internal bleeding, and to protect me from losing one or both kidneys. I also had a few other miscellaneous surgical procedures performed. I felt like a guinea pig and had some very harrowing moments, often wondering if I would live to see 35 and struggling to maintain my career and life outside my illnesses. My spirit was young and strong, but my body functioned like a person much older. Adjusting to that was an entirely different battle.
I became an active volunteer in the Tuberous Sclerosis Alliance in 2003. This is a nonprofit organization founded by four mothers of TSC patients to support other families and adults with TSC. A friend recruited me to serve on a committee that supports and assists adults with TSC to advocate for themselves and each another. Among other activities, we developed a diary to help adults with TSC track medical appointments and house their important health information. This can be a difficult challenge since it involves coordinating care with many different specialists as well as tracking vital signs and other data.[4]
While I was in the throes of this I continued to advocate for myself and others. I helped plan adult sessions for conferences, town hall meetings, and other projects to help adults with TSC to remain engaged. I also went to Capitol Hill to meet with Members of Congress from various states to lobby for more funding for our research.
The Rewards of Self-Advocacy
I have almost died twice, and I firmly believe the only reason I’m here is because I was active in learning about my illness and selective about my health care providers. I am fortunate that my LAM diagnosis–for better or worse–came before complications developed. Other women with the sporadic, non-TSC form of LAM often struggle for years with misdiagnosis before finding answers and appropriate care. I also have very supportive friends, family, and work colleagues, who have been vital in helping me maintain a positive attitude.
I am fortunate to work for Medscape, a website that provides information to physicians and other health care providers, and which I use to understand the latest developments in research and trends in medical care. The use of the web by patients for online research and education is critical for active engagement by patients.
I used to take my doctors’ recommendations “as-is,” without question, figuring they knew much more than I ever would. Now I take a more active approach with the goal of building a partnership. I seek out doctors who will tell me that they are willing to keep up with the research on my illnesses, listen and respond to my questions, and explain in detail the reasons for their recommendations for medications, surgeries, or therapies. If a doctor will not allow me to be an active participant in my own care, I immediately seek a second opinion.
In the past few years this has paid off. Last year I began a new drug therapy, sirolimus (or Rapamune). The mass proliferation of benign tumors in TSC is effectively slowed by this drug. In LAM patients, it sometimes decreases the size of existing cysts as well as keeping new ones from developing. Currently, though, this drug is only effective in 50% of the population. I was too late for admission to the clinical trial phase, so I take it off-label under strict monitoring by my doctor. I carefully weighed all the risks and benefits before beginning this therapy to make sure it was in my best interest. I have responded favorably and remain at a low dose (2 mg daily). While it hasn’t solved all my problems, it has given me an opportunity to live life on my terms. I don’t feel this would have been possible without my diligence and stubbornness to get the medical care I felt was in my best interest.
Self-determination, stubbornness, fortitude, and any other traits a person has within them can prove their most powerful allies in situations like this if they use and apply them to their health care decisions. I rest better at night knowing I made the best decisions based on all available information at the time–even if they were educated guesses.
I’m not in an occupation where advocacy comes naturally or one for which I received any formal advocacy education. It was a skill I had to learn on my own, but now it is the most important weapon in my arsenal. Anyone can possess it if they take the time to invest in themselves and make the conscious choice to take back the control their illness tries to wrestle away.
References
- [1]Moss, Avila, Barnes, et al. Prevalence and clinical characteristics of lymphangioleiomyomatosis (LAM) in patients with tuberous sclerosis complex. Am J Respir Crit Care Med. 2001 Aug 15;164(4):669-71.↩
- [2]Avila NA, Dwyer AJ, Rabel A, Moss J. Sporadic lymphangioleiomyomatosis and tuberous sclerosis complex with lymphangioleiomyomatosis: comparison of CT features. Radiology. 2007 Jan;242(1):277-85. Epub 2006 Nov 14.↩
- [3]What is LAM? The LAM Foundation. Available at: http://www.thelamfoundation.org/about-lam/what-is-lam.html. Accessed October 25, 2010.↩
- [4]Adult Journal. Tuberous Sclerosis Alliance. Available at: http://tsalliance.org/documents/ADULTJOURNAL.pdf. Accessed October 25, 2010.↩
Recommended Reading
- Tuberous Sclerosis Alliance. Available at: http://tsalliance.org/. Updated 2010. Accessed October 21, 2010.
- The LAM Foundation. Available at: http://www.thelamfoundation.org/. Updated 2007. Accessed October 21, 2010.
- Symptoms of LAM. The LAM Foundation. Available at: http://thelamfoundation.org/about-lam/symptoms-of-lam.html. Accessed October 25, 2010.
- The LAM Treatment Alliance. Available at: http://lamtreatmentalliance.org/. Accessed October 21, 2010.
Copyright: © 2011 Nicole M. Seefeldt. Published here under license by The Journal of Participatory Medicine. Copyright for this article is retained by the author(s), with first publication rights granted to the Journal of Participatory Medicine. All journal content, except where otherwise noted, is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 License. By virtue of their appearance in this open-access journal, articles are free to use, with proper attribution, in educational and other non-commercial settings.
Great article!!! Very inspiring.
Hi Nicole – – We corresponded a few years ago regarding my non-verbal, TSC, LAM daughter. You said, in this article, that you had 3 procedures to ensure that your kidney tumors would not grow as large to cause internal bleeding. Would you tell me what that “procedure” might be? Lizzy’s tumors, in past years, have been embolized . . . and I didn’t know that there was a procedure to make certain the smaller, remaining tumors would not grow as large. She has been given a 2-year reprieve. We go back to Denver (University Hosp.) in June 2012. Also, Lizzy is 44 years old, and I am fearful about rapamyacin. She has a full, active life now, and I understand that this medication can/will suppress the immune system. (She lives in a Group Home with other clients.) I know you’re not a doctor . . just wanted to hear your opinion. Especially about the procedures you had done to suppress the growth of tumors in your kidneys.
I was thoroughly interested in your article and garnered information I wasn’t aware. I, too, live in a rural area (northwestern Colorado). I’d appreciate any information you care to share with me.
Thank you, and congratulations for taking your life into your own hands and being such an advocate to others.
Joan Gibbs
I have been fortunate to have had Nikki in my life for the past few years and she is very intelligent about our disoder. My case is minor in comparison to Nikki’s. She is extremely aware of all things TSC and she expresses it so well in her article. I am proud to have Nicole be my friend and my beacon of hope that she shares so matter of factly. Nicole is blessed with a sense of humor and an approach to all aspects of TSC and I love her attitude that has been a great part of her life! She is an inspiration and a great person.
Great article, Nikki! Sorry you have to experience it to write about TSC!!
Very inspiring, I always felt my son’s doctor was not as involved with his tuberous sclerosis as any doctor should be, especially when a patient has TSC. When I asked the doctor if she could refer him to neurologist who has some knowledge of TSC, do you know what her office did? They referred him to Oakland Children’s Hospital. Which would make sense if he was a child, but he is 27 years old and stopped being a patient at OCH about 10 years ago. I’m still looking for a new primary care physician and/or neurologist because I know
one is out there who does care and wants to help my son.
Thanks again; your story gives me the strength to keep looking.
Thank you Nicole! Awesome article. So wonderful to see you inspiring so many and better yet get current and up to date information out where real people need it.
I conversed with you on other sites re:TSC, my daughter has it as well. Like you she started seizing at 7 months old but unlike you it was not until age 9 years we got a formal diagnoses. Unfortunately still it was another 9 yrs until we truly found any idea of what this meant for her.
So thankful for all you do.
Joan, could you email me and I’ll update you privately?
Lisa Scalf and Lisa Ann, thank you for your wonderful feedback.
Alice – Keep trying. I understand your frustration. When I first started with the TS Clinic in NY, it had just gotten started and it was hard to explain to them and for them to understand I was an adult calling for myself and not a parent calling on behalf of a child. You’re right – adult issues are different from pediatric ones.
What I did was ask for some names of some recommendations for the specialties I needed care for (at that time – pulmonary and nephrology). I then called each doctor’s office directly(since I needed to verify that these practitioners would take my current insurance) and by this method I found two wonderful specialists that directed most of my care and reached out to others to help me get what I needed. So, I utilized the clinic but not through the traditional model.
If you’re in Oakland, try calling the Jack and Julia Center there — ask them for adult referrals. They are supposed to treat adults there at the clinic but should be able to provide you with referral information.
If that doesn’t work, contact one of the TS Alliance staff.
It is hard work sometimes to have to hunt and peck and do this yourself but you will find someone with some stubbornness and persistence. I would also reach out your Community Alliance chair. They may have some recommendations based on other individuals/families in the area.
Best of luck to you.
Nikki,
Great article! It just solidifies that the best thing for patients today is advocate for themselves and if they can for themselves. As a woman with TSC as well it makes me thankful for the information and experiences you have shared personally with me over the.years. I dont know where I would be without you! Thank you for everything.
Thank you for sharing this article, İt is really Helpful, Thanx/3/26/2011 4:22:22 PM
Great Article! I started researching Lung involvment because my 22 yr old daughter (has all the clinical signs of TS)Was in the hospital to undergo brain surgery instead of surgery her lung collapsed. Shes had a partial nephrectomy and will be resched. for surgery after the lung heals. Could you please send me info and the meds you are speaking about and your lung involvement. The lung was the only organ we hadnt encountered problems with until now. Thank you so much.
Nicole, your story is a really inspiring example of patient advocacy. You are blessed both with a will to fight and also an aptitude for research and words. An issue that interests me is how to help others who also possess a strong will to fight but lack the training or talent to do so effectively. Your story is a beautiful road map on how to proceed. Thanks!
Thank you Elaine, for your kind words. It wasn’t easy but I learned quickly the best way to manage these illnesses was to learn as much as I could and as quickly as I could on my own. That way I could feel better about the care I was receiving.
Hi. Your article gives me some hope. My little 4 year old granddaughter has just been diagnosed with TSC. We are very worried and trying to scramble to get her the care she needs. Her mother and I need to be her advocates and need all the help we can get.
As a mother and a grandmother, the story about your mom and dad driving through a snowstorm with you seizing in the car seat breaks my heart. I am so glad you have been able to stay as healthy as you have.
VERY INFORMATIVE ARTICLE MY DAUGHTER & I HAVE HAD TO EDUCATE OURSELVES OVER THE LAST 7 YEARS SINCE MY GRANDBABY’S TSC DIAGNOSIS AT THE AGE OF 11 MONTHS, AND ITS A CONTINOUS BATTLE BECAUSE YOU WOULD BE SUPRISED AT THE PHYSICIANS WE’VE ENCOUNTERED THAT KNOW VERY LITTLE ABOUT THE CONDITION. SHE HAS BEEN SEIZURE CONTROLLED WELL WITH MEDICATION, AND HAS HAD NO NEW TUBERS IN THE BRAIN BESIDES THE 3 SHE HAS HAD FROM THE FIRST DIAGNOSIS,
BUT RECENTLY HAS BEEN COMPLAING OF CHEST PAIN WHICH HAS US WORRIED SO WE HAVE HER SCHEDULED FOR AN ECHO OF THE HEART WITH HER PRIMARY CARE PHYSICIAN AND ITS ALMOST TIME FOR HER YEARLY TSC CHECK UP ANYWAY WHICH WILL BE DONE AT PHEONIX CHILDRENS HOSPITAL IN ARIZONA WHERE MY DAUGHTER AND HER FAMILY ARE NOW STATIONED IN THE AIRFORCE. THANKS FOR THE INFORMATIONAL SITE.
I have felt incredibly alone in my advocacy for my daughter, who has TSC. She is so misunderstood. She seems like every other 13 year old girl on the outside, but on the inside she is a force to be reckoned with. She suffers with socio-emotional and behavioral problems, and has been living a nightmare since she was 2.. unable to fend off her rage, hating herself for it, fighting with her emotions constantly. My heart has been breaking over it for years. I’ve had problems having her diagnosis taken seriously by medical and mental health professionals, who want to slap a bandaid on her symptoms, which never truly go away with medication. At this moment we are waiting on a board to decide if she is an eligible candidate for a 90 day inpatient assessment so that she can finally be looked at in her entirety. I don’t know how to make people understand that TSC is a very big deal, even though they haven’t heard of it before. I’m so tired of her being misdiagnosed with things that are easier for them to understand. I wish I knew what to do for her. I’d be more specific about the situation, but I’d take up your entire page! I’m so glad that there are people out there that are fighting to be heard, and to make TSC known.